February 2011
You act like i do this on purpose.
The way i act. The way i think. No you made me this way. One day you will know.
You have no idea how lucky i am to have you in my...
And not once i have i ever taken you for granted.
No i will not ruin it for myself tonight.
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Where would i be without you.
Not here i know that.
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Remember when i use to go to you? Ha yeah not...
When i don't think it can get worse, life always...
Its the simple things that push me over the edge.
That Awkward Moment When...
doodle-space:
I don’t know if the lights flickered, or if I just blinked. :\
This happens to me all the time.
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Im a liar.
Its really hypocritical you see. I hate being lied to and i have been before, so i have trust issues. So now i just cant trust people enough to tell the truth, if that makes any sense. I sorta just want to get caught up in one whole big lie. Just to see where that goes. To see what happens. To watch everything fall apart.
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And now im cold.
First i can’t feel. Then i can’t breath. And now this. Its like the life is being sucked out of me.
xjencredible:
Sometimes I wish I can vanish off the face of the Earth. Not exactly die so that what’s left of me will be missed by the ones who love me. I wouldn’t want to be missed. I just wish I could disappear— and every trace, possession and memory of me will be forgotten too. No funeral, no tears, etc. Just being wiped out of existence permanently.
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Someone please just make it stop.
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And i can't breathe.
Its like im crying out the nothingness inside me.
I can't any more..
ready to fuck it all up.
“There is nothing perfect, there is only life.”
– The Secret Life of Bees (via hopelesssbuthoping)
florallies:
I don’t believe in changing yourself for others to be perfect for what they think you should be. The only person I aim to please to perfection is myself.
You're just stupid for believing it.
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“That’s the other secret to lying — you have to keep your stories straight.”
– Lily Owens, The Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd
Ironic how things are.
That is such a dick thing to say. Of course it...
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January 2011
Trying to get into the i dont give a fuck mood...
Im never in that mood when i need to be.
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Sometimes i think about how i feel.
Most of the time i feel empty, like theres nothing there. I wonder how thats even possible to feel that way. I don’t know why anyone would not want to feel. Its one of the worst experiences you’ll go through. It makes you question if you’re even alive. But thats the thing, you’re not living just existing. You can’t be alive and not feel, it just doesn’t work...
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Did i really have to ask to do my homework just to...
NO YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO TALK TO ME ABOUT SATS.
Not after all this fucking time. AFTER i’ve taken the PSATs twice. Not when its only two months away. Just SHUT THE FUCK UP.
Psychology
My first day of psychology was really…good. I’ve been waiting for this class since 8th grade so I was excited to go to it. It was really interesting even though today was really basic and I already knew it. I’m really looking forward to the rest of the semester. I might just take AP psychology next year too.
Why are we talking about depression in Spanish...
Why do I always think the worst of people?
I'd give anything to breakdown right now b
Trying so hard not to get pissed off.
And complain about it too.